Day one: Start of this journey

I have been putting this off forever because the pressure and the enormous amount of everything I need to do is beyond overwhelming, but I must persist. I have wanted to start my own website basically my entire life, and now it is finally coming to fruition.

This blog will be to track my life for the next 5 years, into becoming the best poker player, elite runner/ hopeful Ironman, as well as blogging food my wife creates and I share on here.

My entire life I always had a thought deep down inside my mind, "just imagine if I actually gave my all, my 100%, zero internal or external things holding me back" What could I achieve? I always used this exact thinking as a crux as well. "Well I still vape, or I still drink, or I don't do X, etc" tricking myself into having excuses lined up for not achieving what I want to achieve. I'm currently 37 years old, and I have been training consistently for 4 months now, as well as being completely sober from ANY alcohol, nicotine, or drugs. I am going to put my entire soul for the next 5 years into this website, fitness, content, and poker.

I have been playing poker consistently online for about 3 years now, and have always been a semi losing player, like most others. I plan to track and show everything I use to study as well as track my sessions and P&L and hopefully become a winning player. I think the margins between the two are very small and its about volume and consistency. I will be streaming as well when I can on twitch/kick.

I am completely new to all of this as well, so please any and all suggestions I would love to have. Just send them in an email or message me on social media. All of this will get refined and hopefully will be beautiful and extremely well organized in a year from now.